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Aug. 17th, 2008 @ 01:55 pm I need your energy
Current Mood: hopefulhopeful
Merry meet,

We're in a situation that money is very tight because of a lack of employment and lack of child support.

We've been doing everything we can to legally get money, including borrow from my son's Dad (who does pay child support- the other Dad in the picture doesn't). But it's not enough.

We've decided to move to a nearby city so that my FH and I can go back to college so we can get better jobs, but we'll have to have money for that as well as for the bills we currently have. (We only have 3 bills- rent, power, and phone/internet. We don't subscribe to cable, the newspaper, eat out- nothing that costs extra money. We don't even rent movies.)

And on top of everything else, my son turns 7 this Thursday and we can't get him anything because we just don't have the money.

So here's what I need help with. I'm an artist, and I've listed some of my works on CraigsList, but so far I've only had one person show any interest and he hasn't emailed me back yet to let me know if he's definitely going to buy the painting. I really need him to decide to buy it and to PayPal me the money as soon as possible so I can direct it to my bank account and have access to it.

Please direct your energy toward this sale. Or any sale.

Thank you so much in advance.

Blessed be.
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Family
astaciamorrigen:
Nov. 9th, 2006 @ 07:19 pm Hannah Sobeski
A few weeks ago I asked for prayer for Saracoma patient Hannah Sobeski. Well, at 4:30 this afternoon Hannah Sobeski died. I ask for prayers for Hannah's family and friends.
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darren
amandidda:
Oct. 19th, 2006 @ 06:55 pm Update on Hannah Sobeski
A few days ago I posted asking for prayer for cancer patient, Hannah Sobeski. Yesturday Hannah was placed in the hospital again for a fever of 103.7, a hemoglobin of 6, and low blood counts. Today her temperature was up and down but is now at a reasonable level. Please continue praying for her!
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darren
amandidda:
Oct. 17th, 2006 @ 09:43 pm Pray for Hannah
Please pray for 17 year old Hannah Sobeski. Hannah was supposed to be a senior at Dorman Highschool in Spartanburg, South Carolina this year. March of this year Hannah was diagnosed with Sarcoma (a type of cancer). She had chemotherapy done at M. D. Anderson Cancer Center in Houston, TX. She returned home on September 12th. On October 14th Hannah was crowned Homecoming Queen of Dorman Highschool. Sadly though, on October 5th the results of a CT scan came back and Hannah's tumor has doubled in size. She basically has been sent home to die. But with prayer there is hope. God doesnt need Chemo to help Hannah. Please tell your friends and family to pray for Hannah and her family!

For more information on Hannah visit her caringbridge site at: http://www.caringbridge.org/cb/inputSiteName.do;jsessionid=A4E548E5872472BBC567D245BAA4F2D0

Thank You.
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darren
amandidda:
Nov. 25th, 2004 @ 12:49 am Prayer for a Miracle
Current Mood: sadsad
Please pray for me as my husband and I. I believe are calling it quits for our marriage and I feel like I cant do or say anything right. There is just too much resentment, vengeful feelings, and emotional as well as verbal abuse that I have to endure. I don't know what else to do but leave and hope that will make him happier having such a bad person as myself there to make it unbearable. I have no job and have a car payment as well as other financial obligations to take care of so Im not sure how Im going to get through it all. Please pray that I get a source of income that will sustain myself and my bills so that I can make it on my own again. Please pray for my husband to find peace in his heart and mind, as I do not wish to hurt him. I do not think that he knows how to truly love someone so I hope that God will open his eyes even though it is just too late for us. I hurt deeply but I hope that I can find the strength to go on. I dont know what to pray for anymore and my faith is dwindling. My prayers go unanswered and things seem to get worse at a semi rapid rate. Please help me. I need a miracle now. In Jesus Name, Amen.
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anunontherun:
Nov. 1st, 2004 @ 03:16 pm (no subject)
havent posted here in a while... a long while. so, just felt inspired to write something in here. lets see... any God moments... uhh... my room is clean, thats cool. I love Maddy, even better. Im alive, wonderful. I am blessed.
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Calvin
primitive_lozer:
Jul. 29th, 2004 @ 10:32 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: sadsad... angry... pittifull
GOD HELP ME, DO YOU LIKE TO SEE ME LIKE THIS. THIS ISNT WHAT I PRAYED FOR WITH MADDY. WHY THE FUCK DO WE FIGHT. WHY THE FUCK DONT YOU CHANGE THINGS. DO YOU LIKE THIS, LIKE ME LIKE THIS, LIKE ME DEPRESSED. IS THIS WHAT YOU WANT WITH MADDY AND ME. TO FIGHT AND BE DEPRESSED ALL THE FUCKING TIME. SHED SOME LIGHT SOMEWHERE. I HAVE TO MOVE. I FIGHT. MADDY SEEMS TO HATE ME SOMETIMES. JUST ABSOLUTELY HATE ME. WHY LORD. IS THIS YOUR WILL. DO YOU JUST WANT TO SEE ME A FUCKING WREAK. CURSING AT THE LORD. MY WRISTS ACH, THEY ACH TO BE CUT. WHY DO THEY ACH. WHY THE FUCK DONT YOU MAKE THEM STOP. I FEEL HATE RUNNING THROUGH MY VEINS. MY HEART IS RACING. ITS SAID YOU DONT GIVE US MORE THAN WE CAN HANDLE, IF THATS SO, WHY DO MY WRISTS ACH. THE VEINS BULGING IN THEM. JUST WAITING TO BLEED. WHY DONT YOU JUST FUCKING DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT. PLEASE. IM BEGGING YOU. I WANT TO BE HAPPY I WANT TO BE HAPPY WITH MADDY I WANT MADDY TO BE HAPPY I WANT TO BE ALIVE. SHOULD I BREAK UP WITH HER. IS THAT BEST. AM I THE ONE MAKING HER DEPRESSED. IT SEEM I ALWAYS AM. I KNOW THAT HALF THE TIME I AM. WHY DOES SHE SAY BITTER THINGS. WHY DO I SAY BITTER THINGS. I DIDNT WANT TO. ITS JUST... AFTER SHE MADE THOSE TWO STABS... I FELT SO...SO... I DONT KNOW I FELT LIKE SHIT. WHY. FOR WHAT. WHY DO I NEED TO FEEL THIS WAY. WHAT DO I GET OUT OF IT. WHAT DO YOU GET OUT OF IT. ENJOYMENT? GIVE ME SOME ANSWERS GODDAMNIT, I WANT ANSWERS NOW. IM ASKING YOU NOW. SHOW ME SOMETHING... ANYTHING. GET ME OUT OF THIS DEPRESSION. GET ME INTO YOUR LIGHT. GET MADDY INTO YOUR LIGHT. GET MADDY AND I TOGETHER. LET US NOT FIGHT. WHY DO WE FIGHT ALL THE FUCKING TIME. OH GOD, I FEEL LIKE CRYING. MY EYES ACH TO CRY BUT THEY DONT. DO YOU STOP THEM. WHY DONT THEY JUST CRY. I WANT TO CRY. I WANT TO CRY FOR MY PITTIFUL SELF....
look down on me Lord and show pitty. Im not a perfect person. Im not a good person. I sin and dont mind. I fight and almost thrill in it - a bad thrill but... show me mercy oh God. I need you. you are the potter I am the clay. mold me and my life to whatever the fuck you want. your son suffered for me. why should I not suffer? I deserve to suffer, right? such pitty, such disgrace... I am ugly... worthless... useless...
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Calvin
primitive_lozer:
Jul. 29th, 2004 @ 01:59 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: contemplativecontemplative
I'm not exactly the ideal person to be joining a religious community, at least not in the views of the masses.

I do believe that there is... some sort of a God. I just believe people form it into some more specific diety that fits their personal beliefs, so that they can drag more people into it and have religious clones of themselves. I fit into the first part of that statement, but not the second. I don't care what others think.

In my own little religion, I guess you could say that there are two Gods, and they're gender-neutral, but I gave them female names, although they don't really have names. So if I ever use the names Dweia or Alyssa, you know who I'm talking about.

I would like to start by letting Cody and Maddy know that I've prayed (in my own little way) for their recent losses. I'm not going to post the prayers, unless Alyssa's taken to the internet.

Love for all.
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Cheshire
xylo_nerd: